When A Gay Man Loves Part 18

Part Eighteen

PRESENT TIME

Brian

          "Mr. Brian Anthony Lacuna Nicholls!" sigaw ni Kuya Walter as he entered my room

                Napabalikwas naman ako dun. Nahulog tuloy yung slices ng cucumber sa mata ko.

                "Bumangon ka na jan kung ayaw mong malate sa mismong kasal mo!" sigaw niyapa ulit. Hindi naman ako bingi diba?!

                Uu, kasal KO. Pumunta kami ng Australia after my graduation. Grad gift na din siguro sakin 'to kasi I graduated with flying colors. Wahaha! Pumayag na din sila na magpakasal ako.

                Kay Edward.

                We're madly in love with each other. Wala akong pake sa mga sinasabi nila tungkol sa nakaraan before ako maaksidente. Past is past nga diba?

                Nakumbinse ni Edward ang buong pamilya ko. He proved his self to me and my family, na worth it siya. He did everything he can para lang mapatunayan na para siya sakin.

                "Kuya naman eh! Ang ingay ingay!" sigaw ko din sa kanya

                "Hoy mister. Napagutusan lang ako ni Mommy! KAya bumangon ka na jan at magaayos ka pa.."

                "Kuya, hindi naman ako magga-gown or kelangan pang magpa ayos ng hair and make-up. Duh. Ligo at bihis lang, ayos na. Baliw ka talaga..."

                "Oo na.. Bilisan mo na.."

                Nilapitan ko si Kuya at niyakap.

                "Thank you Kuya ha.." bulong ko sa kanya

                "Malakas ka sakin Baby Bro.." biro niya sabya kalas sa pagkakayakap sakin.

                "SAlamat kasi Kuya lagi kang nanjan..." drama ever.

                "Dapat lang na gawin ko yun.. Ikaw kaya Baby Sister namin ni Ate Sarah mo..."

               

                Awkward silence.

                "So pano ba yan, ilang oras nalang hindi na kita pwedeng tawagin na Baby Bro.. Ikakasal ka na eh.. Ang panget naman kung tatawagin pa kitang Baby Bro diba?" biro pa niya. PEro napaiyaka ko dun sa sinabi niya. MAmimiss ko yung pagtawag niya sakin ng Baby Bro.

                "Kuya naman ehhh.. Pwede mo parin naman akong tawagin na Baby Bro!" umiiyak na din siya. Kumag din eh.

                "Osya.. Maligo ka na Baby Bro.. Baka mamaya ma-late ka.. Ma-front page ka pa sa dyaryo.." biro niya sabay labas na ng kwarto.

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                "Mr. Edward Harold Ravena Kiefer, do you accpet Mr. Brian Anthony Lacuna Nicholls to be your partner in life?" tanong nung Judge.

                "I do."

                "And you, Mr. Brian Anthony LAcuna Nicholls, do you accpet Mr. Edward Harold Ravena Kiefer to be your partner in life?"

                Dug dug. dug dug.

                Ayoko. Hindi pa ako handa..

                Gurl, gusto mo bang ma headline sa dyaryo?! 'Baklang ikakasal, iniwan ang magiging asawa! Tinawag na Runaway Gay!'

                Grabe ka.. Ayoko..

                Yun pala eh! I do na!

                "Mr. Nicholls?" tanong nung Judge na nakapagpabalik sakin sa tamang pagiisip.

                "I---- I do..." sabi ko sabya nagbigay ng isang pilit na ngiti.

                "I now pronounce you, husbands in life. You may now kiss, uhm, each other." baliw din 'tong judge eh 'no?

                And he kissed me.

                His soft lips locked into mine.

                Gumanti na ako ng halik, pero parang iba. Parang may kulang. Something na I can feel with someone, pero hindi kay Edward.

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                We decided na ganapin ang recpetion sa Manila. Since nandun lahat ng mga tao na kailangan namin. After 2 more days sa Australia, bumalik na agad kami sa Pinas. Take note, wala pa kaming honeymoon.

                The area was soon filled by people. Kamag anak, family friends, some close high school and college friends.

                The program started. Kumuha na isa isa ng food yung mga tao. Kami na ni Edwward yung pinaka huling kumuha ng food and we sat at the table on stage. After na makakuha lahat, messages were given.

                Una kay Daddy.

                "First of all, I'd like to congratulate the both of you. One for being married, and two, still being a virgin even after your wedding..." crap. Don't ruin my day Daddy. People laughed. Haha. Very funny. Na feel kong nag blush ako. Totoo naman! Virgin pa ko ever since!

                "Kidding. At dahil kasal na kayo, malaya ka ng makakalayas sa puder namin ng Mommy mo at ng mga kapatid mo. Me, your Mom and Edward's parents decided to buy a house for you. We''l reveal it later kung saan. All I can say is, I love you guys.. from me and Mom" then he was finished. Good God.

                Then here goes my Beautiful Ate and Awesome Kuya.

                "I can't believe this. Nauna ka pa ikasal samin ng Kuya Walter mo! Ikaw na. Talbog mo ko sa ganda. Haha! Well, seriously, I love you. In love na ako sayo, matagal na. De joke. Walang talo talo. Haha!" then nagtawanan nanaman yung mga tao, also me and Edward.

                "Ako na nga Ate! Mukha ka na kayang clown jan!" sabay agaw ni Walter sa mic. Totoo naman! Mukha na talagang clown si Ate. Ate gave the mic with a frown.

                "So, Baby Bro. Daya mo. Inunahan mo kami. Well, anyways, like what your Ate Sarah said, we love you. So sana, Mr. Edward Harold Kiefer Ravena, pakiingatan si Brian. Kapag yan umiyak, humanda ka samin. We'll protect you Brian. Alam mo yan simula pa nung uhugin ka. Hahaha! So, surprise? Ate and I have a surprise for you. Nandun na yunsa bahay niyo ni Edward. Ayun lang. We love you!" sabay baba ng stage.

                Other special people gave messages. Sumunod kila Ate yung parents ni Edward. Hindi na ko nakinig kasi alam ko naman na yung sasabihin nila.

                Lastly,

                "Brian. Tol." si Crix. Si Crix, Naevia, Bea, Sam, Karl. My bestfriends.

                "Dahil sa napagbotohan nila, ako nalnag ang magsasalita para sa aming lima. Masyadong dramatic kung lahat kami magsasalita.."

                "We would like to thank your parents for creating you. Kung wala kasi sila, hindi ka namin makikilala. You're such a wonderful person. Kind and funny. One of a kind. Kaya naman nung nalaman namin na lalagay ka na sa tahimik, nalungkot kami. Well, we don't ant to be selfish kasi alam namin na we have to move on. We will part ways soon. So, Tol. Ngayon na married ka na, we would like to congratulate you for finding your man. After a very long struggle in your life, eto ka ngayon, masaya.." masaya nga ba?

                "Sensya na wala kaming bonggang surprise sayo. You know naman, we're poor. Haha! Pero we have a gift for the both of yo--"

                Kring Kring.. Kriiiiing Kriiiiing..

                "Now if you would excuse me for a while, sagutin ko muna 'to. Pareng Karl, kaw muna." and Crix went down.

                Few minutes passed, Crix went back. With a delight and confusion on his face.

                "So, the phone call. Someone from America wanted to greet you. And nandito fresh from US, he's over the phone." tinapat niya yung speaker ng phone niya sa mic.

                "Hi Bes. Remember me? I'm Matthew.." the ghost. The ghost that keeps on haunting me.

                "Congratulations sainyo ni Edward. I wish you all the best. And you may have a happy family. At ikaw Edward, paki ingatan yang bestfriend ko ha? Pag yan pinaiyak mo, uuwi ako jan para bugbugin ka.." my friends lauhged, and so do I and Edward. Alam namain na Matthew is such a very protective person, lalo na sakin.

                "Hoy Crix, Karl at Sam, wag niyo kong tawanan. Alam kong tawa niyo yung nangingibabaw jan. At alam kong tumatawa din yung dalawang newly weds. I mean that. Uuwi talaga ako pag pinaiyak mo yan Edward. So, yung gift ko, maybe three days? At Pareng Crix, nabigay mo ba?" tanong niya kay Crix.

                "Oo tol mamaya."

                "Good. So, ayan. Medyo napapamahal na fee ko dito. I miss you guys! Congrats ulit sainyo Bri and Edward! I'll hang up na.." then the call ended. I was left dumbfounded. I heard the voice of the one I loved after years passed.

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                So that night, we had our honeymoon. Agad agad, after ng reception nung araw na yun, pumunta kami sa Rome. The City of Love. Well, hindi kami pumunta dun para mag make love lang. Syempre we did have a ride sa Gondola whil travelling sa mga canal systems nila. Ate in the most delicious and most recommended pizzeria in town.

                We spent our days going to the beautiful places in Rome.

                First, we visited the Saint Peter's Church, the Europe's largest Christian Church. Ang ganda promise. Michelangelo did well, specially on the building's magnificent dome. Sa harap naman ng church ay ang Sant' Angelo Bridge. It was adorned with angels designed by, sabi ni Edward, the sculptor Gian Lorenzo Bernini.

                Pumunta din kami sa Colosseum. May naaalala ako dito. Noong highschool kami, gumawa kami ng clay model nito, which was used sa exhibit noon sa United Nations months. At dahil sa model na yun, I got the highest grade sa Araling Panlipunan. Great! Thanks to Rome. Anws, mas maganda pa pala 'to sa personal. Lalo na sa gabi. It was a very huge ampitheatre. Sabi ulit ni Edward, gladiatoril battles were once held here way back in A.D. 80's up to 400 and 500. Very historical. I imagined that Spartacus once had a battle in here. Yikes! My favorite!

                And our last night came. Alam na kung anong mangyayari.

                We stayed in a hotel kung saan makikita mo sa highest floor ang Pantheon. Good thing dito kami sa floor na 'to nag check in.

                Nagpadeliver kami ng wine from the hotel service.

                And after I got wasted, alam na ang kasunod.

                (*A/N* Sorry pero hindi ako marunong sa sex scenes. Wahahaha!)

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                Nagising ako sa silaw. Uu, epal yung araw. My head was banging out loud. Ang saket shet. Ngayon ko lang ulit naranasan 'to.

                Tinignan ko yung katabi ko. Ang gwapo niyaaa!

                Ang hot niya pa lalo..

                Mas hot siya ngayon na topless siya..

                At..

                At..

                AKO DIN!

                Tumingin ako sa ilalim ng kumot.

                Ehrmehrgherd!

                "EHRMEHRGHERD!" napasigaw ako. I'm fully naked with my husband beside me! And he's naked too!

                "Babe!! Ang aga paaa.. Mamaya na Round 2!" he said while still half sleeping.

                ROUND 2?!

                "Would you please tell me what happened last night?!" sabi ko sa kanya. Wala akong maalala!

                "Babe, we did it.. You're having my Baby.." kinanta niya pa yung latter part ha!

                "Babe, wala akong matres!"

                "You said last night na may p*** ka.. Sabi mo buntisin kita.. Ayan.. Pa ultrasound na tayo mamaya.. Pero ngayon can we please sleep pa? Kahit 5 minutes?" sabi niya.

                "OMFG. Akin na nga 'tong kumot!" sabay hablot ng kumot namin. Sheez. I forgot. Share pala kami ng kumot. LAte na yung reaction ko.

                "Okay then... Peek a boo!!" sabi niya. Napatulala ako dun sa kawal niya.

                Ehrmhergherd. Totoy Mola! Bigaloo! Dakota Fanning!

                Trulaloo teh.. Yammi!

                Aw sht. Ahhhh.. Sarapp..

                "Loving the view huh?" sabi ni Edward na nagpabalik sakin sa reality. Ohmygesh. I was staring at his thing!

                "Hi---hindi a--ahh!" shucks. Blushing!

                "You're turning red. Halika nga dito." sabay yakap niya sakin. "Be ready. Flight na natin mamaya.."

                Oo nga pala. Babalik na kami sa Manila.

                It was already 8 in the morning. I took a shower first while letting him sleep for a little while.

                Tumingin ako sa salamin and I realized everything.

                I, Brian Anthony Nicholls Kiefer, lost my viginty at the age of 21.

                And took that 7 1/2 inch of his into your entrance, bow.

               

                And I survived. Accomplishment.

                MALIGO KA NA NGA! KUNG ANU ANO PA INIISIP MO!

                Wahaha! Ayan nanaman yung Sister Beki ko sa utak ko.

                After taking a bath, prinepare ko na yung mga gamit namin. 12nn ang flight namin. Dapat nandun kami ng around 11:20.

                So while Edward was taking his bath, nag order na ako ng breakfast sa hotel. And right after I finished packing our things, dumating na yung food. We talked about what happened last night over breakfast. Great. Sex Story+Breakfast? Very appetizing.

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                "Eto na yung surprise ko sayo.."

                "DADDY!" sabay may lumapit na isang bata. Wow ha? Kagabi lang kami nag sex pero may bata agad?

                "Daniel!" sabay salubong dun sa bata.

                "Uhm, Babe, si Daniel, anak NATIN." HUWAAAT?!

                "A--Anak natin?"

                "Oo!"

                "Pe---p--pero kagabi lang tayo nag--"

                "Babe, legally adopted ko siya.." ahhh.. kaya pala..

                "Ahh--Sabi ko nga.."

                "Hello po Daddy.." sabay hug niya sakin.

                "Babe, anak, kain na tayo.. Anak nagluto na ba sila yaya?"

                "Opo Daddy.. Kain na po tayo!"

                Ang cute cute ng anak namin. Kahawig ni Edward. Ang ganda ng mata niya. Hazel Brown. Tapos ang pungay pungay pa. Tapos ang puti niya. Tapos ang liit niya kahit 8 years old na siya. Tapos... Tapos..

                DING DONG! DING DONG!

                "Yaya may tao.." sabi ni Edward dun sa bagong yaya na nasa kusina.

                "Ako nalang Babe.." sabi ko naman kay Edward.

               

                "Yaya ako nalang.." sabi ko dun sa yaya

               

                "Good morning Sir.. May package po para kay Mr. Brian Anthony Nicholls Kiefer.." sabi nung delivery boy. Infairness. Gwapo ha..

                "Ako po yun.."

                "Pakipirmahan nalang po.." at pinirmahan ko ng bongga yung papel. "Salamat po.." inabot sakina ng isang maliit na box. Pero hindi naman yung sobrang liit.

                "Salamat din.." sabay pasok sa bahay.

                "Kanino kaya galing 'to?" sabi ko sa sarili ko.

                "Babe may nagtext pala sayo.. Di ko pa nabasa.." sabi ni Edward. Kinuha ko naman agad yung phone ko.

                1 Message Received

                Tol Crix

                10:57AM

                I hope this time nasayo na yung package. Yan yung surprise sayo ni Matthew tsaka nanjan din yung pinapabigay niya sakin dati..

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                                After namin kumain, dumiretso na ako sa kwarto ko dala dala yung package mula kay Crix.

                Ano kayang laman nito?

                "Daddy can I stay here sa kwarto niyoo saglit?" sabi ni Daniel sabya pasok sa kwarto namin ni Edward.

                "Sure anak.. Tabi ka sakin bili.." sabi ko. Naupo kami sa kama.

                "Daddy ano po yan?"

                "Regalo sakin ng kaibigan ko.. Na Tito mo din.." sabi ko. Unti unti kong binuksan yung box.

                May letter sa ibabaw.

                May pictures ng isang lalaki sa ilalim nung letter.

                At sa pinaka ilalim...

                May Diary at Scrapbook kung saan nakasulat yung pangalan ko..

                Letter, Pictures, Diary at Scrapbook.

Author's Note
Yeah! Update na po :) Na-retrieve ko pa naman yung story, pero binago ko yung drafts for Chapter 18 up to the Epilogue. So, ayan. Sorry kung medyo bitin sa scenes. Alam ko naman kung saan kayo nabitin! Pero promise, sa final chapter, pupush ko yang scene na yan. Wahahahaha!


So, guess kung anong susunod na mangyayari :) Matthew parin ba or Edward na talaga? :D